Effects of growing up without a father (personal experience)

This is about guys like me who doesn't have the privilege of having a father in their life. It doesn't effect the childhood so much but the real struggle start when we finally grow up, here are some of the problems below that I have faced personally in my life..

Effects of growing up without a father (personal experience) 

                                    

--:- quick to anger, aggressive and violent

Effects of growing up without a father (personal experience) 

               

Personally, i have always had too much anger (people who know me personally, know that) there are moments, even i don't know why i am angry? But one thing I know that it is not acceptable to be outwardly angry at anyone or anything so i always tried to suppress it inside but overtime i realized it is not a wise thing to do, and i have to find a way to release it, because when suppressed, it starts to build up inside and become more and more powerful, then burst out in unfortunate situations, leads you to regret later.

--:- depression

Effects of growing up without a father (personal experience) 

               

Study shows that children growing up without a father are more likely to have depression, unfortunately i am one of them,i have gone through very dark times in my life, silently.. Not because there was no one to listen to me, because i felt like there are no one who can understand me. I have always come out of it alone but if anyone of you going through it right now, please talk to your friends and family, or anyone you feel safe with, don't deal with it alone. 

--:- low self esteem

It's hard to say that most of the psychological issues i have are Caused by my women dominated family, women are emotional beings, they try to change your behavior according to them, they never try to understand that men are different, it negatively affects the psychology of men grown up in these households, children growing up without a father are never feel good enough of themselves, they fear being judged by others, leads them to never fully act themselves around others, they constantly search for a strong father figure who can teach them how to be a man, ground them and help them accept their masculine side.

--:- relationships

Effects of growing up without a father (personal experience) 

                

The thing that made me realize, that i have issues and forced me to change is my relationship. A boy learns many things from his father, one of them is how his father treats his mother, in my case, i never had that privilege to know about that. Whatever i learned from is, watching movies, whoever reading this article, let me tell you, never believe in that Bollywood, Hollywood shit, it never works in real world, women don't want a man who constantly chase them, be overly romantic and shit like that, women want a man who doesn't need them, focused on their own purpose, and can take care of themselves, 

In other words, to have a life. 

If you are in same situation and constantly trying to improve your self , i suggest you to watch mentors like, Dr. Robert A. Glover ,Rollo Tomasi, ELLIOTT HULSE, there are many you can find on youtube.